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I was going to write about how I didn’t know why I was more affected by the death of Sandra Bland in prison than some of the other killings of Black Americans over the past year that have infuriated me but not felt like a punch in the stomach, but who am I kidding. I know exactly why. It is a matter of social class. Her life matters just the same as the other Black Lives that matter in this year of #BlackLivesMatter — no more or less a tragedy than the deaths of Eric Garner or Michael Brown or Walter Scott or so many others — but many of us may feel it more deeply: she looks like one of us. She looks like some of the bright eyed, well-coiffed and accessorized, big smiling young women that I knew in law school at the turn of the century. It hits home. It crosses a line that, in these years of murder of the dark and unarmed, generally hasn’t been crossed.
Her killing — and even if it was a suicide after three days in jail, if her captors had squeezed all the hope out of her over that time that’s still just what it was, because that is not how the system is supposed to work and not likely how it would have worked had she been white — is no more unjust or appalling than the others in her category. It just feels that way to me, because I can’t consider her the “other” as I might some of this year’s victims. That tendency to “other” then is not something that I can or would defend intellectually — Eric Garner’s Black life mattered just as much as Sandra Bland’s, and as a matter of cognition and logic I know that. But this isn’t about cognition or logic; it’s about feeling. It’s about emotion, about desperation, about shock.
I’m not the least proud that this one hits me harder than others, perhaps because I can see someone like my daughters in those bright eyes. If anything, I’m slightly ashamed of it, because I know very well that as a matter of public policy it doesn’t matter that she was a college graduate, that she came down from Naperville, Illinois to seek (and accept — then lose, because she is dead) a job at the historically Black college of Texas Prairie View A&M. All lives are equally precious, in the sense that all are supposed to be equal before the law. But LOOK at her. This one really hurts, at least for me.
Maybe you don’t feel it the same way. That’s OK. It’s all pretty subjective, I realize. But maybe, if you have spent a fair amount of time on racially diverse college campuses, seeing the best minds and hearts of the younger generations take wing and provide hope that maybe things in our culture can get better over time, maybe you feel it too. Or maybe you weren’t going to feel it as any different from the rest, as aimed at your heart as well, but now you will because I brought it up. If people die “for a reason,” as Clementa Pinckney and those who died with him seem (whether it is in any broader sense true) to have done, that the death of Sandra Blunt may be intended by the Great Dealer Out of Cards as the slap upside the head that is supposed to get your attention.
Or maybe for you it was the 12-year-old boy in Cleveland. Or the Marine in our own South County. Or the old and accomplished women at that Charleston church. On the kid who was left to languish for over a year in a New York prison, lost in processing and never even brought to trial. (I wonder if that young man’s horror was going through her mind, if she did kill herself. It would be hard to blame her for dwelling on it.) There’s no right answer as to what and which should jar you. It’s not a matter of your thoughts or your values, but only of how you are somehow led to feel.
Do you even know about this? Our Facebook-dominated discourse has become so fragmented that I really don’t know whether your information feed, like mine, is pulsating with the horror of this event — or whether your news of the world left you unaware of it.
If so, here are some recaps, from Slate and the Washington Post.
She was pulled over for improperly signaling a lane-change on a Friday afternoon.
“A Texas Department of Public Safety trooper pulled Bland over Friday afternoon around 4:30 p.m. near Prairie View A&M after changing lanes without signaling, according to Trooper Erik Burse, a spokesman for the Public Safety Department. The trooper ordered her out of the car because she was argumentative and uncooperative, he said, adding that she was about to be issued a written warning when she kicked the trooper who had pulled her over. At that point, she was arrested and charged with assault on a public servant.”
The Sheriffs said that she was “combative.” We will likely never know.
Her arrest was videoed by a brave — and let’s underscore that “brave” — and (as you can see by the end, circumspect) bystander.
She complained of the police repeatedly bashing her head into the ground. She said that she couldn’t hear.
(Note: possibly relevant to the question of why she committed suicide? Answer: of course it is.)
Waller County is predominately white.
Its Sheriff, Glenn Smith, was fired from a previous job in 2008 after he and members of his department were accused of racial bias and brutality.)
She was held in custody for three days.
“She was held, alone, in one of the two holding facilities for women at the county jail. Smith says Bland was fed breakfast at 7 a.m. and spoke to the jail staff about making a phone call an hour later before she was found dead.”
She was found asphyxiated at around 9 a.m. on Monday morning, a trash bag around her neck.
She never got to see that Pluto is marked with a huge heart.
Maybe she hanged herself and maybe she didn’t.
“Bland’s sister, Shante Needham, said she spoke to Bland over the weekend and “there was no indication that Bland was in an emotional state where she would harm herself,” according to the Chicago Tribune. In a March Facebook video, Bland said she suffered from depression and post-traumatic stress disorder.”
Needham also said that she was “very aggravated” and that she thought she had broken her arm.
Sheriff Glenn Smith said, at a press conference yesterday, “Black lives matter to Glenn Smith. I can assure you of that.”
“Now, many of her friends and relatives, along with a growing group of social-justice activists, are questioning how authorities say Bland died — and the circumstances surrounding the arrest that put her behind bars three days earlier.”
“The Waller County Jail is trying to rule her death a suicide and Sandy would not have taken her own life,” one friend told the ABC affiliate in Chicago. “Sandy was strong. Strong mentally and spiritually.”
“At a news conference in Chicago, Bland’s sister told reporters on Thursday that she couldn’t believe Bland would take her own life.”
“’Based on the Sandy that I knew, that’s unfathomable to me,’ Sharon Cooper said, according to the Chicago Tribune.”
Was it a murder, a cover-up, or a protest?
If it was a protest — was that so unreasonable?
This story keeps getting written. Because this keeps on happening.
This is your Weekend Open Thread. Talk about this, or about whatever else you have in mind, within reasonable bounds of discretion and decorum.
*Sounds and looks like a hit….no doubt. She was an activist, causing the temp to rise in her neighborhood. Just by chance she gets stopped for not using her lane changing device……….hmmm. Then they pull her out of the car, slam her head on the ground and then she shows up dead the next day in jail. Hmmm… any outstanding warrants? Hmmm….had she heard of Kelly Thomas or Brown,l Gray or Trayvon? Maybe she wanted to be another Casey Anthony….when she grew up. Probably not! Those Smokey the Bear hats are getting to be annoying…eh?
Three interesting news from last week neighborhood’s council meeting in East Anaheim:
1) A fourth map was added to the districting boundaries by the demographer, if I recall correctly, to keep the Colony together.
2) APD/AFD had a busy day this 4th of July. Calls to report illegal fireworks overwhelmed their response system.
3)The Kraemer’s remaining community forums have been postponed.
*OK…Donald Trump and his latest mouth fart. First of all, if you have never served in the Armed Forces of the United States you have no business saying Who is a Hero and Who is not. Since we believe that John McCain may indeed be the true Manchurian Candidate, we will say this: The man was shot down, had a very demanding dad who was an Admiral and served five years at the Ho Chee Min Hanoi Hilton. Since Trump has never served one day in the United States Military…..he has as much business as any Saudi Prince to say Who is an American Hero and who is not! Ask Rudy Guiliani after 911……he will tell you about the Saudi’s. OK, Trump has stepped on his checkbook with his attack on a Senator of the United States who was decorated by his military branch and his government. Trumps really stupid remarks about Bo Bergdahl shows how much empathy he would have as First Manager…..when it came to our captured, tortured and killed troops in the field. People, just don’t understand about the Military unless you have been in it. Anyone can die on the first day of training and many have. Anyone can die in Military Manuvers – yes Allen Iverson…..Practice! Anyone, captured by enemies is the worst possible fate by anyone and we suggest when Donald Trump has Jihad John cut off the head of someone he cares about…..he might not be too quick to determine…..who is a hero and who is not. You are either dead or you get to come home Trump. Now, don’t bother to show your stupidity about military things ever again! Many come back physcially maimed or mentally tortured for the rest of their lives. Your unsensitive overblown ego is showing dude! Worse than that is picking on those who have served and returned…Anyone!
NEW ADDRESS for Jesús Aguirre, as of July 2015, he loves getting letters from you-all:
Jesús A. Aguirre #AL2694
C-2 204
PO Box 2210
Susanville CA 96127
To jog your memory:
http://www.orangejuiceblog.com/2013/03/appeal-filed-for-jesus-aguirre-the-buena-park-teenager-serving-life-in-pelican-bay/
and
http://www.orangejuiceblog.com/2014/10/the-terrifying-criminal-history-of-jesus-aguirre/
Good news for the Mexican workers of North OC. Chinatown ( the nickname for the new developments North of Lambert) in Brea. This afternoons rainstorms created a mess. So those CHINESE cash dollars are running down the spill way to Santa Ana and Orange.
The new face of Brea: Chinese Dollars….Mexican labor. When will the city of Brea allow workers to gather at Home Depot?
All that mud ruins the white carpet…you know.
Thanks for your sensitive report on current events.
I am pretty certain the Marine in South Cpunty tried to run down a Sheriffs deputy. Had two female hostages and wad acting irrationally.
Had he killed his daughters would you be preaching restraint?
Not sure how you’re pretty sure, but I don’t remember any of that coming out. I easily could have missed it — do you have any links?
So busy tracking local larceny that the Federal level stuff escapes, until stumbling across this through Yahoo, FWIW-
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/harlan-green/will-fannie-and-freddies_b_7852120.html?ncid=txtlnkusaolp00000592
The trooper had just released another driver with a warning and was driving in the opposite direction when he spied the Bland vehicle with out-of-state tags and made an illegal U-turn to speed up zoom-in and followed too close to the Bland vehicle when she changed lanes to allow the trooper by, he lights her up & stops her for failing to signal a lane change when he in fact caused this by speeding (in a school zone) and illegal lane change himself.
When he returned to the Bland vehicle after checking her license to give Ms. Bland a warning, he did not inform her at this time it was just a warning, but instead “goaded” her by asking “Is everything OK with you? You seem irritated”. When she answered that she was irritated by him stopping her for an illegal lane change caused by him speeding up to zoom-in close behind her, she did inform him that she was upset as we all would be that this irrational act by a Trooper who is supposed to be there to “serve and protect” us citizens.
Then he asks (not a demand, not an order, and not an instruction) her to put out her cigarette she was smoking in her auto. She replied that she is smoking in her car and will not put it out, The Trooper than demands that she exit her car, and eventually forces her out by threatening to “light you up”; I guess by using his Taser. since I did not see a blowtorch.
Off camera he apparently throws her to the ground and forcibly handcuffs her. He claims she “kicked” him but because the action of him forcing her to the ground is not in the camera frame, we do not know this. Did he at any time ever show his leg to anyone to prove her kicking him – I doubt it. Then she was in jail for three days over this illegal stop and detention over a trivial traffic stop initiated and instigated by the Trooper when he should be placed in jail for his actions. I don’t know where he received his “training”, but whoever did this needs to be retrained himself.
This illegal stop should have never happened, the Trooper should never have ordered her out of her car for smoking a cigarette, and she should have never gone to jail for this situation. This trooper should either be fired or needs to be retrained in correct & proper “serve and protect” tactics in handling minor traffic “violations”. It should really be a simple technique. but yet one that he could not master, and resorted to using strong-arm tactics to “arrest” Ms. Bland-WHY?
Then, lastly her death remains a total mystery. She seemed happy to be in Prairie View to be gainfully employed, and from little I saw from the dash cam and her phone recording, she was not in a suicidal mode.
This event should be investigated fully as much as any murder investigation should be, and all Troopers need to view this terrible stop and arrest dash cam video to learn from it and treat people with more respect.
When I finally saw the unedited dashcam video above, and saw Sandra shouting repeatedly, “I can’t WAIT to take this to court!” it looked like a motive for the department to quietly rub her out.
*What is most surprising about the Sandra Bland event…is….that it didn’t happen in Florida. Florida is reknowned for suicides in their jails. Self rapes and brualizing too……..Sadly, she was targeted…..for extinction. Don’t forget
even in Texas….things can happen when you upset the super structure.